Player Interactions:THEE-I-DARE talks about himself and how hosting feels for The Voices and himself

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Interaction Information

Date: August 11, 2020
Player(s): Mamashibalover, ResidualAnt0052
Interacted With: THEE-I-DARE
Major details from the Interaction:

  • Mo(Mamashibalover) sent a Light of Rebellion asking THEE-I-DARE “trick or treat.” He responds with some sass and introduces himself to Mo and talks about his past, how he tried to free Redacre but failed and his adult Hosts died, how he is trying to unite the rest of his family and briefly mention the host he took his previous voice from
  • Then he takes the time to answer one of Ant’s lights regarding what it is like for a Voice while hosting. He says that he is able to sense our limits but not feel them. When he is with us in groups he can sense how all his hosts are feeling
  • He cannot sense all that they think however. To him it is like residing on either side of dreams, like sharing a wall. To truly know us he needs to ask and he adores the fact that even those who host him for years eternally surprise him.
  • When one host is isolated, he can predict the thoughts of others, but if enough time goes by while he is alone, that part of him branches and cannot predict the others as well as it used to, while also being at the danger of becoming a new Voice.
  • He is able to stop that from happening with even the briefest reunion, without the need to even speak. "THERE IS LANGUAGE IN EVERYTHING", "WE OBSERVE A WORLD WITHIN A WINK"

Video of Interaction



Transcript

Transcript:
(Context: The mission had just ended and we were on our way to the exit at the well. There was some debate over whether it was the well or Old Growth and Mo mistook Old Growth as New Growth.)

TID: BUT I WILL KNOW

Ant: Oh!

Mo: Oh! “But I will know” What is this?!

Ant: Know… what?

Mo: Now would be the time to pull out your phone. (The audio is recorded separately since twitch doesn’t pick up game chat)

Ant: I am.

Mo: They’re gonna know that I don’t know where New Growth is!

Ant: (laughs) I don’t- ok, um...

Mo: I can’t help that I’m stupid!

Ant: (laughs)

TID: CHILD, WHAT NAME DO YOU PREFER?

Mo: “Child what name do you prefer?” I go by Mo… “Mamas” kinda weird so… I go by Mo.

Ant: (laughs)

Mo: I picked a bad gamertag...

TID: YES. YES IT IS

Mo: “Yes, yes it is.” Thank you! It-

(Ant and Mo laughing)

Mo: Uhh, hello, how are you on this lovely evening? … That’s something normal to say...

Ant: (more laughter)

Mo: Should I kneel? Can I do that in this thing?

Ant: Do you have the--

Mo: AH! No, flashlight-

TID: TRICK OR TREAT. THAT WAS IT, WAS IT

Mo: “Trick or treat. That was it, was it”... Yes I asked “trick or treat,” I mean… treat, but like some people like trick. I don’t judge.

Mo: (quieter) I don’t judge, it’s almost spooky season.

TID: THAT IS MY LINE

Mo: Oop--

Ant: (laughs)

Mo: “That is my line”... [is] spooky season your line…? Am I reading this right?

TID: YOU ARE THE FIRST TO SAY IT TO ME

Mo: “You are the first to say it to me” Oh? Ooh, special.

Ant: Fancy that. (laughs)

Mo: (laughs) Uh… I’m surprised we’re not being chased right now.

TID: I DO NOT JUDGE EITHER. SO…

Mo: “I do not judge either. So…” Oh, thank you, you are very kind.

Mo: Uh… what else am I supposed to say?

Ant: (laughs)

Mo: We… we were about to exit though… I’m not sure what to do now...

Ant: (laughs)

Mo: I could go flashbang someone.. Oh, I could--

Ant: No! No (laughs)

Mo: [unintelligible] I got a facebook notification!

Ant: (laughs)

Mo: That’s weird, phones don’t work in Redacre.

TID: THE ANT HERE KNOWS ME WELL

Ant: (surprised laugh)

Mo: “The Ant here knows me well” Oh, yes! Ant… told me... to sacrifice my body-

Ant: I didn’t say- that was your own decision, okay. I said you could choose anyone-

Mo: Ant is a very good friend, it was my choice, but Ant knows more than I do.

Ant: (laughs) Ok.

Mo: Ant is wise.

Ant: (laughs) Okay, thanks bro, (laughs) much appreciated.

Mo: (laughs) You’re welcome, I got your back, I got you.

Ant: (laughs) Thanks, man.

Mo: Friends help friends.

TID: THE AWKWARD JUST BUILDS, IT SEEMS

Ant: Yeah…

Mo: “The awkward just buiDS IT SEEMS-” (laughs) I can’t help it! I can barely talk to normal people, let alone godly voices.

Ant: (laughs) She’s not wrong, pfft, sorry, man. (laughs)

Mo: Oh- you can be heard too??

Ant: Yeah, I can be heard too!

Mo: Oh, thank god, you speak!

Ant: (laughing) No! No, it’s-- he’s here for you. I’m letting you talk.

TID: NORMAL. I AM HURT. WHO IS JUDGING NOW

Mo: Normal, I am hurt, who is judging now” Well- uh- norm-- I’m not-- I didn’t call you normal I’m sorry... I meant… I meant Ant is normal… you are godly… and I am… stupid.

Ant: (laughs) No! Stop saying you’re stupid.

Mo: I’m gonna head over to [unintelligible]

Ant: No, stop, get- (laughs) you’re not stupid.

Mo: No I-- what do you want me to do? Walk into a sleeper? Walk into Karen over there? (We refer to female sleepers as karens)

Ant: No- (laughs)

TID: I AM TEASING YOU, KID

Mo: “I am teasing you, kid” Aw, feels nice to be teased... I haven’t seen people in so long.

Ant: (laughs)

Mo: Oh, you could throw your humble rock at it!

Ant: Why would I throw my humble rock at it?

Mo: That’s a big rock…

Ant: Thanks for noticing-- nO, TV DON’T TURN OFF, OH MY GOD, NO… it’s fine, we’re fine (My TV has a habit of popping up saying it’s going to shut off in a minute if I don’t press “ok”)

TID: I AM CALLED THEE-I-DARE

Mo: “I am called Thee-I-Dare”… Ooh, now I know- I know the name.

Mo: Can I- am I allowed to say Thee-I-Dare? I know… some people… prefer nicknames...

TID: ONCE I SPOKE ALOUD. OF REBELLION

Mo: “Once I spoke aloud of rebellion” (pause) I like rebellion… tell me more.

TID: WHEN I AM WATCHING OVER YOU…

Mo: “When I am watching over you…”

TID: TO NAME ME DOES NOT BRING THEM

Mo: “To name me does not bring them” So it’s… it’s ok to say the name?

Ant: Yeah.

Mo: Got it, ok.

TID: BUT IF I AM NOT HERE… BEWARE

Mo: “But if I am not here… beware” Oh ok, ok, I’ll just- I’ll watch my tongue.

Mo: This is so cool.

Ant: (laughs)

TID: I TRIED TO FREE THIS TOWN …

Mo: “I tried to free this town…” Oh- welcome to Virginia, they don’t listen here.

TID: SOME YEARS AGO, NOW. I LOST.

Mo: “Some years ago, now. I lost it.” Aww, we can rebel with you, we’ll help.

TID: MY ADULT HOSTS WERE MURDERED

Mo: “My adult hosts were mURDERED” Oh my god!

(long pause)

Mo: That’s so sad.

TID: NOW, I SEEK TO FIND MY VOICE AGAIN

Mo: “Now, I seek to find my voice again” (gasps) Are we the voice?

Ant: Mm- (laughs)

Mo: Well- we aren’t, but the royal we.

TID: AND UNITE THE REST OF MY FAMILY

Mo: “And unite the rest of my family” Aww.

(long pause)

Mo: This feels important.

TID: NOT A BAD QUESTION. IN FACT…

Mo: “Not a bad question. In fact…”

TID: WE DO ADMIRE YOUR KIND, AND…

Mo: “We do admire your kind, and…”

TID: CHOOSE WHOSE VOICE TO MIMIC

Mo: “Choose whose voice to mimic” Oh is that- that the hosts? To mimic? (pause) You can have my voice, like Ariel.

TID: USUALLY A HOST WE ADORED

Mo: “Usually a host we adored” Aww.

TID: THE HOST I TOOK MY VOICE FROM…

Mo: “The host I took my voice from…”

TID: I DO NOT KNOW HIS FATE

Mo: “I do not know his fate”

Ant: Oh.

Mo: Aw, did he die? Oh no…

TID: HE WAS NOT DEAD WHEN I BEGAN IT

Mo: “He was not dead when I began it” Ok, that’s good, no necromancy. (laughs)

TID: HE CONSENTED. BEGRUDGINGLY

Mo: “He consented. Begrudgingly” Well, c-consent is consent, and I approve- not that my approval means a lot, but I approve.

TID: NOW, ANT…

Ant: OH?

Mo: Oh?

TID: YOU HAD ASKED ME HOW WE FEEL, HOSTING

Ant: Yes.

Mo: “You asked of how we feel, hosting” Yes.

Ant: Mhm.

Mo: Oh- can you see it now too?

Ant: I’ve been seeing it this whole time.

Mo: Oh. (snorts)

Ant: (laughs)

TID: THIS WILL BE HARD TO EXPLAIN

Mo: “This will be hard to explain” I- I can try to wrap my brain around it.

Ant: (laughs)

TID: I KNOW ONLY WHAT I HAVE LIVED…

Mo: “I know only what I have lived…”

Ant: Mhm.

TID: YOUR LIMITS, I SENSE BUT DO NOT FEEL

Mo: “Your limits, I sense but do not feel” Oh, okay.

Ant: Ok.

TID: WHEN I AM WITH YOU, IN GROUPS

Mo: “When I am with you, in groups”

TID: I SENSE ALL THAT MY HOSTS FEEL

Mo: “I sense all that my hosts feel” Ok.

Ant: Ohh.

TID: BUT NOT ALL THAT THEY THINK

Mo: “But not all that they think” Oh, kinda like… this is really stupid… like Jasper- emotions but not thoughts. (Jasper from Twilight senses emotions from people)

Ant: (laughs) I can’t believe you just- (laughs) ok.

TID: IN YOUR MIND, YOU AND I…

Mo: “In your mind, you and I…”

Mo: Didn’t mean to tase you, sorry.

Ant: (laughs)

TID: RESIDE ON EITHER SIDE OF DREAMS

Mo: “Reside on either side of dreams” Oh, did some--

Ant: Ohh… oHHHH.

TID: IT IS LIKE WE SHARE A WALL

Mo: “It is like we share a wall” (gasps)

Ant: Ohhhh, ok.

Mo: (whispers) Oh my gosh, it’s like Doctor Who.

Ant: (whispers) Oh my god.

Mo: Oh I- I’m understanding.

Ant (still whispering) Ok.

TID: BUT TO TRULY KNOW YOU…

Mo: “But to truly know you…”

TID: I FIND IT IS BEST TO ASK YOU

Mo: “I find it is best to ask you”

Ant: Yeah, yeah.

Mo: Aw like a- like a mentor or a- or- a friend… well… ah-a cl-close person- relation- I don’t know.

Ant: Mhm. (laughs)

TID: EVEN THOSE WHO HOST ME FOR YEARS

Mo: “Even those who host me for years”

TID: ETERNALLY SURPRISE ME. I ADORE IT.

Mo: “Eternally surprise me. I adore it.” Awww.

Ant: Awww. (laughs)

Mo: That’s so cute, aww.

Ant: (laughs)

Mo: I guess that makes it worth hosting.

TID: WHEN ONE HOST IS ISOLATED…

Mo: “When one host is isolated” (gasps) Oh no.

TID: I CAN PREDICT THE THOUGHTS OF OTHERS

Mo: “I can predict the thoughts of others”

Ant: Hmm.

Mo: Intriguing.

TID: BUT I AM ALONE WITHIN THAT MIND

Mo: “But I am alone within that mind” Sounds very sad.

TID: AND IF ENOUGH TIME GOES BY…

Mo: “And if enough time goes by…”

TID: THAT PART OF ME … BRANCHES

Mo: “That part of me… branches” … Branches?

TID: PREDICTS THE OTHERS NOT AS WELL

Mo: “Predicts the others not as well” Ohh.

Ant: Hm.

TID: AND IS IN DANGER OF…

Mo: “And is in danger of…”

TID: BECOMING A NEW VOICE, ENTIRE.

Ant: Ohh!

Mo: “Becoming a new voice, entire.” Ooh-

Ant: Oh! Huh.

Mo: I did not-- (sighs) So, then, we’re all the voices once? One voice who became their own voice?

TID: THE BRIEFEST REUNION CORRECTS IT

Mo: “The briefest reunion corrects it” Okay.

Ant: Hm.

TID: YOU DO NOT EVEN NEED SPEAK…

Mo: “You do not even need speak…”

Mo: Oh me, I don’t need to speak.

TID: THERE IS LANGUAGE IN EVERYTHING

Mo: “There is language in everything”

Ant: Huh.

(long pause)

Ant: That’s interesting.

Mo: Yeah.

TID: WE OBSERVE A WORLD WITHIN A WINK

Mo: “We observe a world within a wink”

Ant: Hm.

TID: AND SWIFTLY REMEMBER WHO WE WERE

Mo: “And swiftly remember who we were” Oh, huh.

Ant: Ah.

TID: THAT IS THE BEST WAY I KNOW TO SAY IT

Mo: “That is the best way I know to say it” Okay!

Ant: Oh- yeah.

Mo: I- I can mull that over.

Ant: Uh huh, yeah- that...

Mo: I-I get it.

Ant: Mhm, yes.

TID: MY TIME HAS BURNED AWAY

Mo: “My time has burned away” Aww, this was very fun.

TID: BUT IT IS GOOD TO MEET YOU, MO.

Mo: “But it is good to meet you, Mo.” (gasps) Ohhh, it’s very nice to meet you too as well, thank you so much!

TID: ANT. A JOY. EVERY TIME.

Ant: OOHHH! (laughs) Ohhhh.

Mo: “Ant. A joy. Every time.”

Ant: (laughs) Thank you (laughs) thank you, oohhh, awww. (laughs)

Mo: An oldie, but a goodie.

Ant: (laughs) Thank you.

Mo: I think that means we head to the exit now right?

Ant: Possibly, yes, yeah.

Mo: Cuz we can’t see the message anymore.

Ant: Mhm- ok, hopefully I got all that- oh, I’m gonna cry, ohhhh, that was so nice.