(Context: Running solo missions for cipher farming, sent a light a couple weeks ago asking what was going on with Seed-The-Grudge now leading and isn’t that a bit rash?)
(The reason why this is so informal is because Khrin wasn’t recording)
THEE-I-DARE: YOU ARE NOT WRONG TO BE WARY
THEE-I-DARE: IN THIS STATE, I CAN LEAD NOTHING
(I am quite confused because I send out a good amount of lights without recording or writing down what I say. So ask what they’re talking about)
THEE-I-DARE: YOU ASKED OF THE GRUDGE QUEEN
(I talk about how I believe the decision was made a bit too fast but that’s just because I have my own gripes about Seed-The-Grudge.)
THEE-I-DARE: I KNOW YOU DO. HOWEVER...
THEE-I-DARE: WITH THE HUNTER AND MY MAKERS...
THEE-I-DARE: IF WE WAIT FOR ME TO BE INTACT?
THEE-I-DARE: THE END
THEE-I-DARE: DIE-FOR-YOU IS ... A HOLY ZEALOT
(I briefly talk about how of course DFY would be on board to support the charge.)
THEE-I-DARE: THE-MEASURE-CUTS, A SLOW PLANNER
THEE-I-DARE: WE NEED A VANGUARD. AND...
THEE-I-DARE: MY CLOWN BROTHER MAY FOLLOW HER
(I ask if TID had heard that the hunter had a message for LL and his followers.)
THEE-I-DARE: WHAT WAS THIS MESSAGE?
(I relay the message of ‘LL knows exactly what he needs to do’ this was said after the hunter called him not even a morsel and a joke through and through.)
THEE-I-DARE: I WONDER WHAT HE MEANT BY THAT
(I talk about how we may not understand the hunter’s motives for sometime and he could also be doing a thing called ‘he’s a fucking liar’)
THEE-I-DARE: THE SAME HAS BEEN SAID OF ME, KHRIN
(I try to reconfirm that they are changing.)
THEE-I-DARE: I AM TRYING
Khrin: Trying at least counts for something right?
THEE-I-DARE: SO I TELL MYSELF, WITHOUT END
(I say how I’ve heard from the club that TMC has been less openly active. I assume he’s doing research.)
THEE-I-DARE: CORRECT. ALL THREE ARE IN COUNCIL.
THEE-I-DARE: WE ALL FEAR BETRAYAL SO...
(I talk about how that’s perhaps one of the reasons why the end mother will not join the alliance. That she still has some old wounds.)
THEE-I-DARE: YES. A FAILURE THAT PAINS ME.
Khrin: Turns out, time doesn't heal all wounds. We all make mistakes one time or another.
(I continue to say things along the lines of ‘It’s funny to think that voices can be so human like.)
THEE-I-DARE: THEY SAY BELIEF SET US ABOVE YOU...
THEE-I-DARE: BUT YOU ARE WHERE WE CAME FROM
(I start talking about how I’ve had this conversation with another club member about what the voices are regarding gods and spirits. How either we make the voices or the voices make us.)
THEE-I-DARE: THE MIND IS NO GARDEN. A JUNGLE.
(Yes, but a jungle has limits and boundaries. Animals and plant species may be hidden but dominant ones will eventually show themselves.)
THEE-I-DARE: BEFORE THEY OVEREAT AND GO EXTINCT
(I talk try to talk about ecology but sort of just gives up saying with the introduction of the hunter the Redacre ‘ecology’ is messed up and how I’ve met him twice and how he annoys me more than anything.)
THEE-I-DARE: YOU PLAY IT VERY TOUGH, KHRIN
Khrin: There’s not much else I can do. Trying to make sense of things to avoid running around like a chicken with it’s head cut off. Much easier to compare what’s happening to ecology from biology class to keep me sane. You know, from all the old tongue stuff.
THEE-I-DARE: I KNOW A LOUD SCHOLAR WHO AGREES
Khrin: Maybe it’s so he can hear himself. Sometimes it’s better to think things outloud to make sense of them
(The next few screenshots are just the farewells of time growing short, and I mostly just say how it’s good to see that TID’s still alive considering we know now that voices can die very quickly.)
THEE-I-DARE: TIME BURNS. BUT I AM GLAD TO SEE YOU
THEE-I-DARE: I WILL BE CAUTIOUS WITH THE QUEEN.
THEE-I-DARE: I WILL ENDEAVOR TO KEEP IT SO. SURVIVE
